some of my realisations as I sold a property to buy a home.
1. As the deal went up and down, I realised my prayers have improved !! I would chant but was not praying too much but now the prayers started ! I prayed constantly to let me go thru all the anxiety but please take over the home I was buying this home to establish it as Krishna’s new abode.
2. I realised, and could appreciate, a little bit, why Kunti Maharani was asking for more and more trouble.
3. I need to have complete faith in Krishna. Unless there is complete faith the anxiety won’t go.
4. I should learn not to hate people who fail us at the time of testing. It is easier to read and speak about it but when it fell on my head, I got the first hand taste. Very good learning experience. why hate the messenger when my own Karmas are coming back to haunt me. But Krishna does makes it easier for even a neophyte devotee to go through such situations with ease. I thank Him to make me realise it and practice it a bit.
5. I must do my best and leave the rest to Krishna, He knows what is best for me and is my best well wisher. So I must thank him for any final result.
I, therefore, thank Him for all this upheaval during this property deal and making me stronger in my sadhna Bhakti and I also got few realisations as a bonus.
All Glories to Sri Sri Guru and Gauranga.
All Glories to Srila Prabhupada
- Posted by Giriraj Das on June 28,2013 at 9:00pm